Listen up, fuckwad this one is for you.
Who do you talk to when your friends don’t seem to give a shit what you’re going through, and everyone who says they love you has backed out of your life cause they just can’t “take your shit” anymore?
I’m pretty angry right now. I haven’t even really bothered to post anything on tumblr in FOREVER but i’ve run out of venting options. How is it, that I can be every ones goddamn super woman when they need someone to “Let it all out” to but when it’s my turn everyone suddenly turns a deaf ear? You can text me at 4am, or 10pm it doesn’t make a difference. if I can tell that you need me I’m always right-fucking-there. Why am I not afforded the same type of respect or love from people who claim to care about me?
I’m completely sick of it. It’s not in my nature to turn people down when they are really hurting, or lost or genuinely just need somebody to turn to—but I’m honestly feeling like right about now, EVERYONE can go fuck themselves and shove their issues up their asses. I don’t have time to be used by anyone anymore.
Why am I always breaking my own heart?
I can’t even…